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[12 Aug 2005|01:28am] |
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off to florida in 30 hours. yah hoo!
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[27 Jun 2005|05:25pm] |
| You scored as Feeling This - Blink 182. You are "Feeling This" by Blink-182. You're a charming, optimistic person, and you believe that sex is nothing without love. Your friends and significant other are both equally important to you- everyone is incredibly important in your book and you are supportive of all of your friends and family.
Feeling This - Blink 182 | | 100% | Cute without the 'E' - Taking Back Sunday | | 80% | Too Far Gone - All American Rejects | | 75% | Buried a Lie - Senses Fail | | 70% | Minority - Green Day | | 65% | The Middle - Jimmy Eat World | | 60% | Work - Jimmy Eat World | | 50% | You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday | | 40% | Helena - My Chemical Romance | | 40% | You know what they do to guys like us in prison - My Chemical Romance | | 35% | Save Me - Unwritten Law | | 25% | Home - Three Days Grace | | 20% | Burnout - Green Day | | 15% | </td>
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Hahaha fuck yeah man
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[16 Jun 2005|07:50am] |
so i sit here, 7:50 without shit to do. just got in from 'camping' with kyle, don, jordan and brandon.. freaking drove for 4 hours because we got lost on our way to the camping site where we planned on meeting cory shelton and mark..we never found them. although everything ended up kind of good, kind of bad. but it gave me something to do.
by the way, we need to get another party going sometime soon. but with no cops.
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[10 May 2005|09:05pm] |
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so. on this beautiful evening of may the tenth two thousand and five, i have decided to update on my journal. today, i had a day off work and boy was it great. i came home and took a nap until 6! see, you guys dont know what kind of luxuries youve been blessed with. anyway, i slept until 6 and i feel great! after i woke up, gave old cory hammock a call to see what he was up to. he was watching a movie, by the way. i got out of bed, threw some cologne on and headed out. well, it was about... 6:45ish. so i was like 'aww man, cory stinnet is still working' so i headed to his jiffy lube. well, met up with that dude and we just chilled for like 15minutes. he had to go to a greeter's meeting at the store where i work. well, it was cool to see that cat. we talked abotu our PSP's becuase we're badass. well, i headed over to cory hammock's and we just hung around and talked, it was really cool. then took a drive around town and you know who i saw on the road? mmhm, lauren mackenzie. shes a cool cat, but probably the only thing i dont like about her is that she does homework all the time...sometimes i think shes faking it, because noone has THAT much homework. ooo lauren mackenzie. *shakes head*. as of right now, im listening to this techno song that margo sent me. its catchy as crap. i also have it on repeat. so i dont even realize that it started over because its jsut a continuous rhythm. yeahhhh man. fuck work. well im done with this update. peace out you guys
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| I was a part of a 9 headed serpant today. |
[06 Mar 2005|12:06am] |
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So, today consisted of latin banquet and hangign outage... well, the lating banquet was kind of fun. Kris and i dressed up as Hydra, the 9 headed serpant. We dominated cause we look good. Well afterwards Kris, Sarah, Margo, Little Dave and I went to Logan's. we ate some stuff there and i took margo and dave home. well I came home 10 mins late... As i walked in the house my mom was waiting by the peninsula in the kitchen... she yelled at me first thing as i peered through the door. it sucked. she finished yelling at me about 10 minutes ago. well, im up in my room and just a few things ran through my mind as she was yelling at me. My mom told me that i hang out with my friends too much and i dont do enough school work and ive become lazy. She then proceeded by asking me what im going to do when i get older. 20. 30 years from now. i was thinking. well, there is no guarantee that im goign to be alive tomorrow morning, much less 20 years from now. So, i think what im doing is kind of the best way to live. because when im dead, i dont want to look back and say 'wow, my life was gay and boring..and i didnt have any fun'.... To me, these really are the best times of our lives and i intend to make it as awsome as possible. But yeah, i know my parents are just yelling and bitching at me constantly just for my benifit, so i can live a happy and prosperous life... I think they are a little wayy to psychotic though. Margo said in the car that if she had my parents, she would have killed herself long long ago. like.... in 6th grade. Honestly, i have thought about killing myself. many times.... but after you die...thats pretty much it...all your other friends are still alive, so youre basically alone. which is gay. but yeah... in the end of all the yelling. i just realized that i love life. i love my friends. Which reminds me of something. Everyone who is depressed or just down abotu something. Cheer up, look on the bright side of things. Life has brought alot of good things as well as bad. Friends, Love, Hate, Death, Rabbits, Fun stuff, Beautiful stuff, etc. Just have fun. Live like there is no tomorrow.
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[28 Feb 2005|11:58am] |
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Yeah well, after reading catty's post i think i have something to say to that. i think everyone should just roll up a joint and have fun. like cullen/AWK says all the time, these are the best times of our lives... yeah, life is tough....extremally tough. i know that i made a stupid decision to toke up to escape my problems, but i mean... i know it sounds stupid, but im pretty happy. i know its temporary, but for me, itll do for now... i think ive changed for the worse since ive been smoking. i know ive become alot more selfish and a huge dick... ive expecially been a ginormous dick to someone i really care about and who didnt deserve it at all and im really really sorry. and im also really sorry to everyone eles that ive been a douche to. i love everyone. except for a few choice people. but other then them, i love everyone. i do.
Catty, cheer up. I know you dont smoke weed... but ima get you high today.. cause its friday, you aint got no job..and you aint got shit to do. so come on. what do you say? you of all people deserve to be happy.
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[20 Feb 2005|07:52pm] |
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yeah so, i got a fortune cookie without a fortune... my life is a joke.
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[15 Feb 2005|07:45pm] |
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wooo! i got dsl, and its super fast! We kill puppies had talent show auditions today. and we rocked the fucking house! even the black people cheered and went crazy for us, and thats saying something. i really hope we get accepted, but im not sure because mrs duis is a dumb jewish bitch. o well, hung out with cory and amber for a little bit afterwards...i got them a valentines gift. its cool though because i got it at rent-a-way. well thats all friends. peace
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| boy, one day youll be a man |
[10 Feb 2005|09:42pm] |
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Yeah so... would anyone like to be my valentine? it'll be fun, i promise.
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| I might just be the coolest son of a bitch ever! |
[05 Feb 2005|10:08pm] |
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Alright so, I hung out with Cullen for a good 24 hours. yeah, 24 hours of non stop Cullen. He spent the night and stuff. we did it. NONSTOP. it was pretty fun. We watched Friday and listened to tunes and rocked out pretty much the whole night. it was pretty freaking crazy, there were like a billion naked chicks here jsut carressing our body while we air guitared. God, We Are So Cool! Well, since we're both so cool, we've decided taht we're the top 2 of the 7 angles. Tobias Sammett is an angel as well because he has the most amazing vocals in the entire universe... and he was also the hawk on Animorphs. Besides claiming the titles of head angles and rocking out, we went out to get some stuff, then we purchased some stuff at the mall that were mostly $Free.99. AWW man, i met Adam. O man, hes the nicest person ever. I wish he could be an angel with us, but..... hes getting married. No matter, hes still a cool guy. yeah... my weekend was a good one, though i am a bit upset because i wasnt able to party.. though a certain group of people decided to party after right after I left *shakes fist* bunch of bastards. No matter, im still cool. anyone agree?
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| fear factor is the gayest tv show in the world |
[03 Feb 2005|07:14pm] |
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so. we had a day off today... it was boring as usual. i stayed in my room for most of the day. i was watching tv.. and everyone is talking abotu the tsunami thing in southeast asia... i mean, i guess its cool that everyone is trying to help out and stuff. but instead of throwing some money and boxes of freeze dried food at them, why not help mend their hearts by giving them the things that theyve lost?..like a loved one.. if a mother and father lost their daughter...why not give them a new daughter, there are alot of orphans here in america from accidental teen pregnacies. why not put them to use instead of keeping them locked up in an orphanage? i mean, everyone wins..right? well i, for one, am bored as hell... bill clinton has aged alot, he looks weird...
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the new word of the day is kookamonkey.
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| it turns out...theres a new label for lipton iced tea |
[31 Jan 2005|11:14pm] |
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well yeah...i took my last day of road today...i will be getting my license in about a week.. yeahhhh, its pretty bad ass. i need a job that pays well, but dont have to do much... if anyone can hook me up, anything will be greatly appreciated... i just need money. i also need to get out of lynchburg.. next big break we have, i think i might take a road trip, but who knows... ah well, im really bored.. if anyone wants to hang out, give me a jingle. any hanging outage will also be greatly appreciated.
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| aww here goes. |
[19 Jan 2005|06:34pm] |
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So... i dont konw if you guys remember the show kenan and kel...well, i miss that show, cause coolio sang their intro. guess what though, kenan is on SNL now...and sorry, but it all went to hell, i mean. i guess id watch it if i were like 11..since its like a mature version of All That. Well, ive come to the conclusion that being sober is really really boring.. today, i was in a pretty good mood, i popped a few happy pills in the mornign and then a cup of coffee. im not a junkie, dont get me wrong..i just prefer not to be sober, not that i was messed up or anythign today... well, i had road today with mr. hill.. man, i was kind of nervous, i almost shat myself...and i hate the fucking car we drive because theres this metal thing with wires on the brake pedal that connect to another brake pedal on the passenger side and my foot kept getting caught on it. ah well, thats life.
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[09 Jan 2005|10:00pm] |
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Myspace...who needs it. pffftkapshhh
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[08 Dec 2004|04:04pm] |
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Well so... i think im going to make this entry a bit girlie... i kind of felt the need..
Well lately, ive been feeling a bit like shit.. I dont even know how to describe. Like... for a while i thought that i was gettign closer to all my friends, it was cool, it was as if we were all family... But now, i dont even know what happened, im with all my friends, you think id be happy or someting, but they just seem like acquaintences... just another bunch of people i know at school. I try and keep a regular conversation with everyone to keep the 'spark', if you will, in our friendship, but it always ends up like 'hey, how are you doing?...' the end... There are a couple people that i havent felt this way towards. like Don and Ryan D. theyre like brothers to me, theyve never changed at all. i love them to death. Everyone eles, its just like... i know them, and we talk, but thats it. Ive been telling myself that its just a feeling of paranoia. and ive been told that the feeling will pass. Sometimes it does, but most of the time its just... blah... Ive started some bad habits, heh..i mean, i guess theyre bad. Its been kind of the only thing to really relax me and help me think and stuff. I dont know, im really hoping that this feeling will subside cause i love my friends so much and feeling like this towards them sucks so bad. its intense.
well, thats about it, i guess... peace.
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[07 Dec 2004|09:43pm] |
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You Are a Visionary Soul |
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
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So...thats what kind of soul I am... is that true my friends?
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[27 Nov 2004|05:16pm] |
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Well, i decided to completely change this entry cause it was pretty damn gay.... well. my break has been soo AWWWWSSSOOOMMEEE!..... well my friends, if you werent aware by now. im being sarcastic.... if you read this update before i changed it... i said that i love my friends to death... yea..thats partly true. kind of.... maybe like half... which consists of like 4 of them. ahh well. i dont know if this post seems like im whining... does anyone care? mmhm, thats what i thought. milk keeps a rocker rockin...just look at Fefe dobson, she is a prime example. well i think im going to go and cut myself to relieve some stress. peace niggas
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